all at once, the world can overwhelm me. there’s almost nothing you can tell me that could ease my mind.

I hate databases. I hate computers. I hate software. I hate organizing things I couldn’t care less about. I hate being forced to pay attention to details from those things that I am organizing that I couldn’t care less about. I hate the GCO and the IRB and AACAP and any other stupid acronym or abbreviation. WORST OF ALL, I hate knowing that I learn quick and by next month none of this will bother me.  THAT wonderfully positive thought never seems to help in the midst of my hurricane meltdown.