I have a plan again. Not a rigid strict plan, something a little more like flexible guidelines. My future doesn’t look as foggy as it did a few months ago. I can see myself going down such different paths but happy following either dream. Sometimes I even see myself integrating everything without having to chose in an “all or nothing” fashion. Those are the crazier daydreams, but so satisfying. I am finally really starting to believe that I can do anything I want, as long as I make the decision to do something. I think I am done with the days I let my fate be determined by my fear to act. I’m going to start owning my life.